I was born in Europe a few years after WW2
But I grew up learning all about it
My parents still had ration books to buy food
They told me stories of constant bombing
How entire families were wiped out
Being evacuated to live outside the city
Telling me about family members who lost their lives while serving our country
Grandparents telling me about the horrors of WW1
These were difficult things to comprehend as a young child
As I grew older I learned to understand European history
I witnessed how Europeans came together in unity after WW2
The European Union brought unity across different cultures
Nato formed alliances with one specific aim
To prevent any further wars in Europe
I grew up feeling safe and secure
Even through the cold war era
With nuclear missiles primed to fire from submarines at all times
Mutually assured destruction is a great deterrent
I was convinced I would never witness a major war in Europe in my lifetime
Today we see shocking images from Ukraine
Innocent civilians fleeing their homeland in terror
Entire cities being destroyed in a mad land grab war
Proud Ukrainian people resisting the invading Russian army
This is not unlike the tales of WW2 that my family told me
But its being told in a totally different way
24/7 news on TV and social media is graphic and chilling
Emotions of anger and frustration flood over me
Mixed with guilt because I am safe being physically so far away from this conflict
Why is this all happening now and what can we do to stop it?
Unfortunately I have no answers
I am drowning in waves of sadness