Be careful what you imagine

He wanted his imagination to run free

Have it entertain him and surprise him

But it just sat there lifeless

Behaving like a loyal soldier

Waiting for his commands

Not the freedom fighting rebel he wanted 

He felt cheated

He decided to ignore his imagination

He went back to logical thinking 

Considered that perhaps there was no such thing as imagination

We all control our thoughts as if we are movie directors inside our minds

Our stream of consciousness is influenced by our surroundings

And by all the things we witnessed in the past

He questioned if it was truly possible to have an original creative thought

He felt he was just regurgitating the thoughts he gleamed from others

As he wrestled with those ideas he became deeply depressed

He decided to stop thinking altogether 

Deny any thoughts the opportunity to depress him further

His mind went blank

All went quiet for a brief moment

Until he could hear a distinct knocking on a door

Deep inside the back of his mind

He reached back to open it

There stood his imagination dressed in full paramilitary freedom fighter gear

There was a brief silence before his imagination spoke to him

Now you are going to get the imagination you always wanted

He tried to slam the door shut

But it was too late

His imagination was too fast for him and slipped inside

All hell broke loose inside his mind

His imagination was running riot 

Thought control

Sometimes our thoughts can be overwhelming 

We are bombarded with information from so many sources

There are pressures from work, family, finances and unfinished tasks lining up

Its hard to focus on one thing when other thoughts keep rushing in

Fortunately I was taught a relaxation technique more than thirty years ago

It involves deep breathing and focussing on a specific image

I have used it often to de-stress my mind and body

At first it took a lot of concentration to get it to work at all

But now I can do it at will by just thinking about it

And my random thoughts dare not step in then 

They line up outside my mind patiently waiting 

I have found it to be a great way to solve a problem or make a difficult decision

Especially when I have been wrestling with one for a long while

Once I banish those thoughts for a while they seem to solve themselves

I only let them back in if they bring a solution with them

Are you in charge of your thoughts or do they rule you?

how to check in on yourself

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Pour a glass of wine

Play your favorite music

Close your eyes

Listen

Lose yourself for a while

Turn off the music

Go to a very quiet room

Listen 

Listen very hard

Politely ask your thoughts to be quiet

Listen

Ignore those persistent thoughts and they will go away

Breathe 

Close your eyes

Listen

Hold your breath

Listen to your heart beating

Say thanks to your heart

Breathe again

Let your thoughts back in slowly

Listen 

Reject all the negative thoughts

Embrace the positive thoughts

Pour yourself another glass of wine

Enjoy

Repeat daily

thoughts, tea and action

the sun is not long up

I step outside

the cool air is sweet

early morning stillness

heavy dew on the ground

the bay is flat calm

no breeze yet

everything is quiet

folks having their Saturday morning lie in

even the birds are still sleeping

its my time alone

I am not really alone though

I have my thoughts with me today

they got lost for a while

trapped in a Covid brain fog 

I could hear their distant muffled voices

but could not make out their words

it was not a pleasant experience

especially when combined with fatigue

hopefully that fog has permanently lifted

I missed my thoughts a lot

we have great conversations

sometimes the occasional argument 

today we are chatting calmly

I am wondering what to do on this glorious day

my thoughts jump in with ideas

interesting places to go

fun things to do

good friends to see

getting some long postponed tasks done

paying it forward activities

being nice to others

I agree with all my thought’s suggestions

they are so much wiser than me

its going to be a good day

a thoughtful day

I really appreciate my thoughts

we shall check in on each other

throughout the day

now its time for tea and action

Food for thought

Food

Thoughts

Food for thought

Thought for food

For thought food

For the love of food

For the food of love

Love of the food thoughts

Thinking about the food you love

Thinking about the love you feed with food

Feeding your thoughts about your lover and food

Knowing that your food will be loved forever in your thoughts

Forever thinking of your lover feeding your loving food thoughts

Your thoughts of love can be everlasting just like your appetite for food

If you don’t eat you get hungry for food but you can still love somebody

If you stop loving you might lose your appetite for for food without feeling hungry

If you and your lover share the same love of food then you will never go hungry for food or love

I wonder no more

I wonder how different it would have been today

if I had made different choices all those years ago

I wonder if I would I be living in the same place today 

I wonder if my situation would be much different

I wonder if the world would be exactly the same

I can remember wondering back then

wondering if I was making the right decisions

wondering if I would have regrets

wondering how my future would be

wondering if I would be happy and secure

wondering if I would be healthy

wondering if I would ever find love again

wondering how the world might be

I am now wondering why I wonder so much

it soaks up too much time and energy

it is surely time to give up all this wondering stuff

leave it to the universe

let fate decide my fate

take my chances and roll with it

wondering is for wondering wanderers

pondering is for pontificators

worrying is for worriers

life is here to be lived

people are here to be loved

health is here to be treasured

security is here to be acknowledged

happiness is here to be enjoyed

doing it is for the doers

no more wondering

just live it

My mental trash can burst out laughing

It seems like everybody is on a diet

Or planning to be on a diet

Every other TV commercial is for a diet program or diet product

Supermarket shelves stacked with low cal this and low carb that

I was enjoying a nice dinner party

Until the dinner table conversations were hijacked by dieters

We fast for 16 hours every day

I never eat meat

I have been vegan for decades

Oh we stopped eating carbs years ago

They are so bad for you said the lady next to me

Pointing to the roast potato on my fork

I nodded but ate it anyway

It tasted so good

I could hear the potato whispering to me

Ignore that dumb potato hating woman next to you

Just eat me and enjoy

I ate more potatoes

I smiled at the potato hater

She looked way too thin and wrinkly

I bet her shelves are full of diet books

Nothing tasty ever comes out of her kitchen

She is on a crusade to get everyone to join her diet cult

Well I am sorry lady but I am not signing up

I enjoy eating and drinking a lot more than dieting

She keeps droning on and on about dieting so I stop listening

I let my mind wander

I decided to invent my own form of dieting

You can eat and drink anything you want

At any time of day or night as you please

But your mind is on a strict diet

You are only allowed to think nice thoughts

No negative thinking allowed whatsoever

Sure you can hear people say negative things

But their words are not allowed to stay in your head

Those words go straight into your mental trash can

You can certainly look at dieting commercials 

Knowing that it all goes into your mental trash can

With time your memory banks become exclusively positive

Even your imagination is consistently happy and playful

I must write a book about all this

It will be a best seller for sure

In the meantime I decide to go back to the dinner table conversation

The lady next to me is still jabbering away about her diet

I watch all her spoken words fall in my mental trash can

I decide to put more roast potatoes on my plate

There is still one left in the dish so I offer it to her with a cheeky monkey grin

She is stunned into a jaw dropping silence

My mental trash can burst out laughing

just what I needed

I woke up at 5am with a terrible dry mouth

fortunately I had a glass of water on the nightstand 

instant relief once my mouth was rehydrated

just what I needed

my mind was wide awake now

I crept downstairs to the kitchen

made myself a cup of hot green tea

just what I needed

it was pitch black outside

everything was quiet

the perfect time for some creative writing

just what I needed

I sat down at my computer

emptied my mind and let my imagination run free

the words flowed freely onto the screen

just what I needed

a few hours later dawn began to break

I stepped outside to watch the sunrise

the birds sang as the sun crept over the horizon

just what I needed

I checked the tire pressures on my bike

clipped in a couple of water bottles

set off for a 30 mile ride

just what I needed

I came home refreshed and invigorated

but somewhat grimy

I stepped into a hot steamy shower

just what I needed

it was still only 10.30am

I planned to achieve a whole lot more during the day

my first task was a short meditation session

just what I needed

At the end of a busy and very productive day

I paused to reflect on the miracle of life

I poured a glass of wine

just what I needed

I wondered if the wine was the cause of my early morning dry mouth

not willing to give up drinking wine in the evenings

I took a glass of water to bed

just what I needed