You’ll Never Walk Alone!

Its game day

Liverpool playing Nottingham Forest

Top of the table clash

Stakes are high

The winner will have bragging rights

Also the momentum in the title challenge

The clock is ticking

Two hours before kickoff

Time to put on my Liverpool shirt

Drive down to Miami Beach

Head to Mickey Burke’s bar

With all the Liverpool supporters

Most are from Miami

A few visiting tourists will drop in

Some scouser will be there for sure

Adding a Liverpool flavor to the tropical Kop

We will sing songs before the game

Chanting loudly when Liverpool attack

The place erupts every time we score a goal

We will cheer Liverpool on from afar

Whatever the result we will all sing loudly at the end

You’ll Never Walk Alone!

What’s it all about?

I have been reflecting on my life so far

Those memorable moments that stick out

Yuri Gagarin orbiting the earth for first time 

The Beatles rise in fame

The swinging sixties

Moon landings

Concorde high speed travel

Heart transplants

Calculators

Carbon fibre 

Craft beers

The birth of my children

The internet

Hubble space telescope

Advances in cancer treatment

Personal computers

The space shuttle

Cell phones

Micro chips

Social media

GPS mapping

Electric cars

Uber drivers

Apps for everything

Music and TV streaming

Medical science advancements

The list is endless

It answers many questions from years gone by

But some questions are unanswered

Why do we exist?

Why was the universe created?

What’s it all about?

I have been wrestling with these questions for a long time

New inventions and technical advances did not give the answers

I suspect they will never be answered in my lifetime

In the meantime, I have made some conclusions

13.8 Billion years passed before you were born

The chance of you being born was 1 in 400 Trillion

If you are lucky, you will live for 80-90 years

One day the sun will burn out and earth will freeze over

You should treat every living moment as a gift to enjoy

Twists and turns

total blackness

dark despair

lost hope

reluctant surrender

awaiting fate

suicidal thoughts

take pills

fall asleep

strange dreams

life relived

happy memories

regret pills

fighting consciousness

physical struggle

suddenly awake

hospital bed

still alive

nurses attending

kind people

get treatment

mental health

go home

positive thoughts

rediscover hope

enjoying life

bright future

start writing

life story

best seller

become famous

enjoy wealth

charitable giving

start foundation

mental health

attend event

meet nurse

who saved

start dating

love blossoms

get married

happy union

long life

New Year

new year

new start

set goals

join gym

start diet

book vacation

dry January

dream slimmer

very determined

arrive gym

completely packed

long waits

for weights

sweaty people

looking tired

abandon gym

friend calls

lunch date

boring salad

order fries

drink wine

Diet tomorrow

afternoon nap

waking hungry

endless snacking

watch TV

more wine

diet commercials

more wine

gym specials

more wine

cruise ads

endless meals

limitless drinks

looks appealing

more wine

book cruise

snack snack

wine wine

fall asleep

until summer

Every day is a beach day

Warm sunny day

Head to the beach

Barefoot on the sand

Find a nice spot

Put down a towel

Umbrella for shade

Lay down and relax

Stroll on the beach

Dip your feet in the water

Feel the sand between your toes

Stiff breeze off the ocean

Sand starts to get everywhere

Open a sandwich for lunch

Crunch crunch sandy sandwich

Wipe the sand from your eyes

Sip a cold drink

Sip crunch sip crunch crunch

The wind speed picks up

Umbrella topples over

Sand pummels your skin

Time to head home

Drag stuff back to the car

Shake off the sand before entering

Car gets full of sand anyway 

Arrive home tired and roasted

Step into the shower

Sand sticks to your skin

Refuses to wash away

Scrub soap scrub soap scrub pain pain

Dry off with a fresh towel

Feel the burn from residual sand

Sand in the shower pan

Sand on the bathroom floor

The whole house has sand trails

Vacuuming does not work

Sweeping is ineffective

Give up and go to bed

Wake up with piles of sand in the sheets

No point going to the beach today

You brought the beach home yesterday

foggy*

I woke up in a fog 

my mind was groggy and dazed

it was foggy outside

my body was in phase with the weather

green tea did not clear my head

the fog stayed thick outside

was the fog leaking out of my head

or leaking in from the fields outside

maybe I was dehydrated  from drinking wine

or not enough sleep

my overloaded brain needed a rest

how long would all this last I wondered

the sun started to burn off the fog

but my head remained foggy all day

like I was drugged or poisoned with a toxin

I gave up thinking because it was too painful

my body was in low energy mode

no point in strenuous exercise

this had to be a day of rest

despite extra hydration I felt foggy throughout the entire day

the next day my head was clear when I woke up

my energy levels were back to normal

I tackled the day with vigor

taxing my body and my brain really hard 

then a thought struck me

how awful to be foggy all the time

to have you mind and body in a permanent foggy straitjacket

while others around you live large with a clear head

We often take our health for granted

a short sharp aberration reminds you

be grateful for good health

have compassion for those less fortunate

avoid the fog

The bad car wreck*

She saw him driving too fast on a twisty road

The car was lurching at every turn

The turns got tighter and the car spun out of control before smashing into another vehicle

A sickening sound of metal crushing and glass exploding mixed with a human cry

Then……  She woke up in a cold sweat with her heart pounding

She dared her hand to reach out in the darkness and explore beside her in the bed

A warm sleeping body beside her calmed her anxiety, it was just a bad dream

She decided not to wake him to tell of her nightmare

4am blinked from the clock and she settled down again to sleep

Her body tried to relax but her mind was still racing from the horrific images

She tried to think of soothing things

The image of a blood splattered wreckage kept flashing back

Then she saw first responders cutting away the twisted metal from a dying man

How can a dream continue while I am awake she asked herself

She decided to get up and keep her eyes open

The reality of her surroundings will shut out the unwelcome thoughts

She went downstairs and made a cup of tea then slumped in her favorite chair in front of the TV

She scanned the channels and found mostly infomercials

Flick flick –magic weight loss powder

Flick flick — vegetable peeler will make you happy

Flick flick–  folding ladder will let you escape from your burning inferno bedroom

Flick flick—–News flash-—-  horrific car crash

The same image as her dream

A limp body is put into an ambulance

It can’t be” she screams.

She rushes upstairs to check on her loved one but the only thing under the covers is the pair of pillows she hugs when he is away

She runs back downstairs and catches the end of the broadcast

Police say the driver was taken to hospital in a critical condition

She is convinced that the car in her dream and on the news is her husband’s

She decides to phone the hospital, as she picks up the phone, the outside security light flashed on

A police car is outside and a uniformed figure is walking up the driveway

She knows this must be bad news

Please god no, don’t let this happen…..

The doorbell rang loudly, she froze in fear

A voice called out “good morning darling” 

Her mind was confused

Did you sleep well

She rolled over and saw her husband holding a breakfast tray

It was all a big bad dream

She tried to mask her pounding heart by stretching and yawning

She kissed him sweetly

No need for his good deed to be disrupted by her bad dream experiences

She sat up as he got into bed with their breakfast feast

Pouring the tea into a welcome mug she thanked god for not taking him

She listened to his sexy voice telling him he loved her

She smiled and looked into his eyes

He smiled back before saying to her

 “I had this awful dream last night honey

You were in a bad car wreck and the police came to tell me..

Hey watch out you are spilling that tea…..”

Pomegranade

I bought a pomegranate

I was determined to make a recipe

Humus sprinkled with pomegranate

Not be that difficult I assumed

But I had no idea how to open it

Watched a YouTube video

Looked so easy

Slice open the top

Peel it off

Seeds spilled into a bowl

Slice along sides

Peel it open like petals

Seeds dropped into a bowl

Looked ever so simple

I took a really sharp knife

Sliced around the top

Everything was looking good

I pulled off the top

It took some effort

The top popped off eventually

Pomegranate seeds shot in all directions

On the walls, floor and ceiling

All over my clothes too

Hardly any dropped into the bowl

I went onto the petal slicing stage

It seemed to be working better

Until I pulled the petals back

Then I detonated a pomegranade

Red blood seeds flying through the air

Instant massacre movie scene

Without the Valentine’s day machine guns

Hours of wiping and cleaning

But the blood red stains persisted

No need for forensic magic lighting

The kitchen was permanently blood stained

So was my reputation

And hardly any seeds made it to the bowl

They should rename that video how to explode a pomegranade

Happy human glue making day*

glue is such a fascinating substance

take a walk down the adhesives aisle at a hardware store

there are glues for joining almost anything to anything

wood glue, plastic glue, metal glue, glass glue..

but there is one glue that you just can’t buy

its never been manufactured

its human glue, the stuff that bonds people together

the stuff that keeps friendships going

the stuff that creates long lasting relationships

so if it can’t be bought then how do you find human glue

you have to make it yourself

unfortunately there is no human glue recipe book

yet there are some well researched ingredients

if you want to have more meaningful relationships

here are the ingredients you should assemble

Availability

being there for somebody

making time for them

showing up at the promised time

answering calls or texts promptly

………………

Vulnerability

taking that big step beyond small talk

sharing your feelings fears and phobias

opening up about traumas in your life

trusting somebody enough to open up your soul to them

………………………

Communication

learn the art of listening

repeat back what you think they said

take note of non-verbal signs like expressions and body language

……………………..

Physicality

touch

intimacy

either platonic or non platonic

everybody needs a hug

……………………..

Empathy

learn how to feel another persons emotions

understand what they are going through

let them know you understand their feelings

…………………………….

Love

learn how to value another person’s well being or happiness above your own

share your feelings and emotions of attachment, affection and need

…………………………

Once you assemble all the ingredients, go out into the world and find somebody to practice with

be aware that human glue can be messy

sometimes it comes unstuck

some folks are wary of it

but nobody is allergic to human glue

keep trying and eventually it will work

happy human glue making day