let there be light

he woke up early

she was still sleeping

the room was completely dark

he tried to go back to sleep

but his mind was racing

dark thoughts filled his head

they refused to go away

eventually dawn came

he went outside as the sun rose

he only saw long dark shadows

the bright sunlight was too much for him

he preferred a darkened room inside

she woke up happy and smiling

she detected his fake happiness despite the long kiss

vowing to rescue him from the dark side

she made breakfast as cool jazz music played

he hid under the covers a while longer

she dragged the covers off and hugged him

pulling him into the light for breakfast

he complained that the toast was burned

she knew he was only looking at a few dark spots

they had breakfast in silence

they both knew this was not sustainable

she told him they were at a crossroads

he took a shower with his eyes closed tight

got dressed with his eyes squinting

reluctantly venturing outside to join her on the patio in full sun

hiding his pain behind thick dark sunglasses

its time to come over to the light side she proclaimed

leave the dark side behind

he surrendered saying tell me what to do

just sit in the chair and relax she replied

she tied him tightly to the chair with soft rope

his eyes were tightly closed

say hello to Mr Sun she whispered as she took off his shades

he slowly opened his eyes and squinted

the sky was deep blue with fluffy white clouds

the grass was emerald green

bright vibrant flowers hugged the edge of the lawn

he pulled lightly on his restraints

slowly he became accustomed to the bright light

he stopped looking for shadows

she untied him and they embraced

her kiss filled his body with bright light

no more darkness in his thoughts

they spent the entire day outside in the bright light

a bike ride along the river bank

laying in a meadow

smooching in the afternoon sun

he felt warm and invigorated

they ate dinner outside in the late evening

he became anxious at sunset

afraid of the dark

she put on all the lights in the house

soon it was bedtime

he was anxious about sleeping

the darkness might reinvade his mind

she gave him a shot of whiskey as they retired

he closed is eyes and awaited the dark demons to attack

they never arrived

his dreams were full of bright lights

no more dark thoughts

53 years of hiding in the garage

I thought about going for a bike ride

then the rain started

She brought out her honeydo list

the rain came down heavier

after a while I got near the end of her list

It was still raining hard

she added more things to her list

the heavy rain continued

a flash flood alert on my phone

the heavy rain continued

never-ending honeydo alert in my mind

suddenly the rain stopped

the back yard was flooded

the flash flood alert was extended

too risky to take a drive into town

the rain started again

I went into the garage for some tools

It was real stay in your man-cave weather

I turned on the TV in the garage

70’s rock videos drowned out the sound of the rain

I decided to sit in her Mini Cooper S

the yard flooded more

My first car was a Mini back in 1972

I turned up the TV volume

Led Zeppelin took me back to my youth

I don’t remember it raining so much back in those days

the sun shone all summer long

I drove my Mini everywhere back then

it was my little 70’s chick magnet

finally the rain stopped

steam started rising from the roadway

the flooding out back started to subside

memories flooded my mind

Deep purple sang “Smoke On The Water”

I was eighteen when that song came out

the garage door opened and she stood in the doorway smiling

how long have you been hiding in here? she asked

Since 1972 I replied

it must have been raining for 53 years

Tangier Island

Tangier Island sits quietly on the Chesapeake tide

Its houses held up by memories and hope

Crab pots rest where stories hide

And time moves as slow as a skiff in the fog

Voices still carry the old ways

A old English lilt of watermen worn and proud

No fancy hotels or bars

Island hospitality consists of a single air conditioned restaurant

Local food prepared and served by local people

A short walk reveals the Island family names in small cemetaries

The sea gives and eventually the sea taketh away

But for now Tangier Island sits and waits

Go see the place for yourself soon

Taste the local seafood and step back in time

Before its too late

Einstein would be proud of you*

I have always been a fan of mathematics

Equations for everything

How fast is Infinity

Calculate the square root of tomorrow

How many days until I get happy

What is the solution to the beautiful equation

Mathematics is the key to the universe

Some say beauty is defined

By divine proportions

A mathematical equation

Guaranteed to dispense dopamine

Be it in nature or of human form

A fine painting or a classic car

We all yearn for viewing things so beautiful

When things are not going great for you

Just close your eyes

Go on a virtual voyage

To your favorite place

With beautiful scenery

And cool companions

Enjoy their company

Stay there until you feel happy

Then dare yourself to come back

Open your eyes

Applaud yourself

Award yourself a grade A++++

You have just solved

The beautiful equation

Einstein would be proud of you

A wet blip in the road

I woke up at 6am

weather was clear, no sign of rain

fixed up my protein drink and a cup of tea

loaded up on hydration

checked my bike and set off at 7:50am

met my riding friends at 08:15am and set off north into the wind

3 minutes later the rain arrived

not a light drizzle but a torrential downpour

we were totally soaked in minutes and it was not safe to continue

we sheltered under trees for a while but the rain persisted

frantic calls to wives to come pick us up

they dutifully obliged to rescue us

soon back home and shivering into a warm shower

then cleaning the mud soaked bike

my phone was so wet that it stopped working

praying it would come back to life when dried out

my faith in the weather service was at an all time low

predicting no rain but we still got drenched

will this stop me from riding again?

hell no, its just a wet blip in the road

celebrating being in the race with a cup of tea

I am awake early with an intense headache

incredible painful head splitting pressure

is this all a dream I wonder

I pinch myself to confirm being awake

the headache is still there

desperately seeking an answer to this sudden onslaught

It could not be a hangover

no recollection of any recent head trauma

I felt for bumps on my head but nothing unusual

maybe a change of environment might help

sitting on the edge of the bed- no change

standing up-no change

opening and closing my eyes- no change

moving from light to darkness- no change

I go for a pee- no change

the pain is still intense

I am starting to get anxious

this must be a serious medical condition

am I having a stroke

I look in the mirror and smile- no face droop

closing my eyes and raising both arms horizontal- no issues

talking to myself in the mirror- no gibberish

the pain is still intense

I reach for the pain releiving medication

I down a couple and hold my breath

hoping for instant reduction in the pain

nothing changed

desperately seeking answers

am I being punished for all my sins

is it a sign of impending death

are all my affairs in order

should I get dressed and look presentable

should I say goodbye to all my family and friends

will I live long enough to speak to them all

perhaps a group text would be more efficient

what should I say to them all

will it make them sad

how stupid I will look if I don’t die seconds after sending that message

suddenly the pressure is dropping very slightly

perhaps the medication is working

or maybe death is approaching fast

I lay down and decide to take deep slow breaths

accepting my fate with dignity

with each breath the pain subsides a little more

a few minutes later it is gone completely

relief washing away most of my anxiety

no longer seeking a reason or a cure

waves of gratitude flowing over me

I have been spared death, at least for the next few moments

what shall I do today to reward myself

will I still feel this gratitude for the rest of my life

or will it all fade away like the memory of a dream

best write it all down immediately

read it daily to remind myself how precious life is

time to celebrate with a cup of tea

I am still in the race

the human race that is, at least for the moment

A cage without bars

Fog drapes everything outside in silence

The road vanishes a few steps ahead

Grass beads with cold

Each drop trembling in the hush

The sun is hiding somewhere behind this cloud

The sky has forgotten itself

Lowering a mischievous cloud down to earth in silence

Everything waits in silence

Wrapped in the breath of the unseen

The morning sun has been cancelled today

The birds stopped singing

Time stands still

Only the foolhardy dare to race into the unknown

They seek to escape beyond its clutches

Risking a deadly collision with an unseen entity

Denser fog rolls in to suppress the urge to flee

We are all prisoners in a cage without bars

A mid Atlantic encounter

There is not much to see in the middle of the Atlantic

Moderate seas with a stiff breeze and clear skies

No whales jumping

No passing ships

Just the gentle waves bumping into the ship’s wake

I sat on my balcony reflecting on life

Being on a cruise relieves you from the daily chores of the real world

Gifting you with an abundance of free time to do as you wish

I had been to the gym

Devoured a hearty breakfast

Attended a very interesting history lecture

It was my time to do nothing

Staring over the ocean from my private balcony

Suddenly a bird appeared flying parallel to the ship

He was maybe a few hundred feet away

A large bird battling the headwind

Darting and swooping to stay on course

I suspected he saw me on my balcony

He veered closer to get a better look

Flying maybe 50 feet from the ship

He stayed level with me for a minute or so

I tried to imagine what he was thinking

I have been flying for ages since leaving the east coast of America

There is still a long way to go before I can land in Africa

Its hard work battling this headwind but I will keep going

Its lonely out here on my own

Nobody is carrying me along like you

Nobody is feeding me or entertaining me all day

I don’t sleep in a comfortable bed

I just keep battling these headwinds for days on end

While you sit on a balcony doing nothing at all

Be grateful for what you have and for what others do for you

Use your time wisely and never forget that there are others who struggle daily just to survive

Be humble and remember this encounter

I gave him a wave to acknowledge receipt of his message

He immediately veered away and picked up the pace to pass the ship

I tried to imagine how hard it must be to fly solo for 3,000 miles over the ocean

I would not swap places with him

I doubt if he would we want my life either

I hoped he reached land safely

I decided to skip lunch

I spent the afternoon watching the waves and thinking about my life

Then I felt hungry and hit the buffet hard

Food coma induced dreams soon followed

I was a bird flying solo over the Atlantic ocean

I spotted a cruise ship and flew closer to take a look

Just a bunch of dumb humans being ferried to Africa

They mostly looked overfed and lazy

One of them was looking at me from his balcony

I flew closer to get a look at him

I wondered what he was thinking