
I remember so well our first date
There was a twinkle in your eye
Sparks crackled with our first kiss
One of them set my heart alight
A warm steady glow at first
Flames began to flicker
Soon my heart was an inferno
An everlasting burning deep love
Fueled by your happy smile
Your touch caused those flames to explode
You told me your heart was ablaze too
Together we formed two bright celestial binary stars
We rode that energy with abandon
Nothing else really mattered
Our love was powered by nuclear fusion
It was going to last forever
It did so for decades
Suddenly your fire for me was extinguished
It was glowing for somebody else
My flames kept burning
Resisting all your attempts to snuff them out
Burning bright even after you left
Fueled by hope that you would someday return
When I ran out of hope fuel
I poured gallons of desperation on my glowing heart
Unfortunately desperation is not combustable
The glow went dimmer and dimmer
My burning star joy replaced by intense agonizing pain
It was unbearable when my fire went completely cold
I feared it would never burn again
Slowly my pain became almost tolerable
Subsiding to dull ache for most of the time
Memories would cause that pain to intensify like a stabbing knife wound
Reminding me of what my life used to be
Punishing me for something that was not of my doing
Eventually I found a cure for my pain and suffering
I had to let go of you completely
Sever the ties of our dead binary stars
Then suddenly all the pain was gone
Replaced by a calming emptiness
It was my way of grieving for a death
Although you were still alive and walking around
You were not the same person who once stoked my flames
That was a different you back then
I grieved for a while as I gazed at other galaxies
I was finally in control of my life again
Knowing that you could no longer trick my wounded heart
Your fake smile emitted no sparks for me
You last parting limp hug felt stone cold
I looked into the night sky checking out the constellations
Just a black hole were our stars once burned bright
It was time for me to take a journey through the universe
A bumpy ride fighting off many alien invaders
Then I spotted an interesting star in the distance
Glowing brighter when I approached
I wasted no time flying right into her heart
Mine was on fire the first time I kissed her
This binary star will burn bright eternally