Mop and roll music

The wind and rain

Is here again

Too windy for a hike

Too wet to ride a bike

Morning exercise is now postponed 

Cancellation excuses not condoned

Forecast to stop raining sometime soon

I’ll ride my bike this afternoon

Filling my morning with routine chores

Doing laundry and cleaning floors

Playing really loud music while I mop

Rocking the house down with ZZ Top

Reflections of life and dreams

I had a dream last night

blue skies and green fields

fluffy white clouds painted in the sky

long hot summer days with cool nights

butterflies dancing over flowers

birds singing and soaring in the breeze

soothing music filled my ears

a never ending long cold beverage at my side

laughing with friends

it was a good dream

I woke up to see blue skies, fluffy white clouds and green fields

it was the start of a long hot summer day

the birds were singing

jazz music was playing

the fridge was fully stocked with cold beverages

friends were on the way over

dreams are often a reflection of your life

especially when you are just living the dream

Riding the bus

on a cold wet Monday morning

she sat by the window on the bus

a wistful look on her face

watching people walk by

mostly rushing to work

none of them smiling

all battling through crowds

the bus lurched in the heavy traffic

she thought back to her childhood days

walking to school down this very same street

she thought about her working days

taking this bus to the office 

every day for forty five years

the bus lurched more 

she closed her eyes

drifted off to sleep

when she woke the sun was shining

her husband was sitting next to her

he winked at her and smiled

she smiled and squeezed his hand

resting her head on his shoulder

she drifted off to sleep again

the bus lurched more and stopped

she was alone on the bus

it was still raining

she got off at the cemetery 

walked to a gravestone

she talked to her long departed husband

hoping he would join her again

on the long bus ride home

be it ink or electrons, they both transmit thoughts

I like to get up early and catch the sunrise

its my zen moment where I am alone with just my thoughts

soon after, I am at the computer writing something

which usually goes out electronically within an hour

I wonder if the readers appreciate the freshness of the writing

would something written last week be less appealing because it went stale?

before the age of typewriters and computers, writers wielded pen and ink over parchment

with no delete buttons or autocorrect,  it must have been a slow task to write a letter back then

were those inked writings more interesting to read than todays electronically processed words?

did the fact it took weeks or months to arrive make the writing mature like a fine wine?

treasured letters were carefully wrapped in ribbons stored in a shoe box under the bed

to be retrieved on cold dark winters nights and read again by candle light

I doubt your computer has a file named shoe box for stored writings

its unlikely that you read texts more than a day old

with no crossed out ink on your screen giving clues how hard it was to write

no handwriting style to admire and no wax seal to authenticate

just a sterile text or email to click open

however, the processes of writing and transmission do not matter at all

be it ink pen, letters in the mail, emails, texts or a blog

they all magically place my thoughts inside your mind

Lunar lunacy

The moon floats in a sea of clouds

Drifting through the balmy night sky

Moon beams and clouds collide

A mixologist’s astronomical nocturnal cocktail

Not shaken, not stirred, straight up

The moon patiently awaits for the clouds to disperse

Without shame she brazenly displays her naked glory

The clouds look on in awe

Earthbound cameras click and record full frontal moon images

lunar lunacy erupts on social media

Soft moon porn videos go viral

The moon is totally unfazed

She has no Facebook feed or Twitter account

Her mood is independent of virtual likes

She continues her slow seductive dance over the night sky

Upon reaching the horizon she quietly slips out of view before dawn

New stories flood the internet and moon Google searches fade away

After a busy night of dancing through a starry sky the moon now sleeps

She dreams of those who stare at her distant beauty

As those who dream of her wake up to a rising sun

The car wreck**

She saw him driving too fast on a twisty road, the car was lurching at every turn.  The turns got tighter the car spun out of control and smashed into another vehicle. A sickening sound of metal crushing and glass exploding mixed with a human cry and then……  She woke up in a cold sweat with her heart pounding. She dared her hand to reach out in the darkness and explore beside her in the bed. A warm sleeping body beside her calmed her anxiety, it was just a bad dream.  She decided not to wake him, no point in dragging him from a nice dream just to tell him she had a nightmare. 4am blinked from the clock and she settled down again to sleep. Her body tried to relax but her mind was still racing from the horrific images.  She tried to think of soothing things, honeymoon memories at the beach, sensual massages at the spa, sipping cocktails by the pool.  Each time she let an image flow in the screen of her mind somebody flipped the channel back to a blood splattered wreckage.  Now she saw first responders cutting away the twisted metal from a dying man.  How can a dream continue while I am awake she asked herself.   She decided to get up and keep her eyes open.  The reality of her surroundings will shut out the unwelcome thoughts. She went downstairs and made a cup of tea then slumped in her favorite chair in front of the TV.  She scanned the channels and found mostly infomercials.  Insomniacs must spend a fortune on useless gadgets she thought.  Flick flick –magic weight loss powder, flick flick — vegetable peeler will make your life complete, flick flick–  folding ladder will let you escape from your burning inferno bedroom, flick flick news flash—–  responders rush to horrific car crash.  She saw exactly the same image as her dream, an identical car in the same place. A limp body is put into an ambulance.  “It cannot be” she screams. She rushed upstairs to check on her loved one but the only thing under the covers is the pair of pillows she hugs when he is away.  She runs back downstairs and catches the end of the broadcast.  “police say the driver was taken to hospital in a critical condition”. She is convinced that the car in her dream and on the news is her husband’s.  She decides to phone the hospital, as she picks up the phone she sees the outside security light flash on.  A police car is outside and a uniformed figure is walking up the driveway.  She knows this must be bad news. “please god no, don’t let this happen…..”.  The doorbell rang loudly, she froze in fear.  A voice called out “good morning darling”  Her mind was confused. ” Did you sleep well?  She rolled over and saw her husband holding a breakfast tray.  It was all a big bad dream.  She tried to mask her heart pounding by stretching and yawning.  She kissed him sweetly, no need for his good deed to be disrupted by her bad dream experiences.   She sat up as he got into bed with their breakfast feast.  Pouring the tea into a welcome mug she thanked god for not taking him.  She listened to his sexy voice telling him he loved her,  she smiled and looked into his eyes.   He smiled back and said to her  “I had this awful dream last night honey,  you were in a bad car wreck and the police came here to tell me.. Hey watch out you are spilling that tea…..”

Prisoner of silence

I suggested music

Wake up the day

With some cool jazz

Shake to something funky

But she said no

she wanted silence

No sounds

No talking

So I entered the prison of silence

Left my power of speech at the door

Staring at blank walls

Listening only to my thoughts

Trying to understand

Why she banished me here

Sentenced to endure

The emptiness of nothing

Avoiding eye contact

We both recoiled 

Determined not to acknowledge

The other’s existence

It became a contest

A battle of wills

Waiting for the other person

To break the silent spell

Time slowed down

A ticking clock set the rhythm

I started counting

100 ticks and more

I could wait no longer

I pulled her to me

A forced kiss

She melted in my arms

I held her tight

Music filled the room

We danced out of the silent prison

Vowing never to return

Ginger musings

I add fresh ginger to my daily breakfast shake

It adds a sweet spicy peppery flavor

It has amazing anti inflammatory properties

Near the top of my superfood list

Ginger cookies go so well with a cup of hot tea

Take a sip of tea then bite the cookie

Put a hot tea ginger zinger into your taste buds

Be a real devil and dunk that cookie in your tea

Malt whisky is my favorite tipple

Always neat with no ice

Ginger chocolate tastes truly amazing

Interspersed between sips of single malt

When I was young everybody around me drank alcohol

But I was never allowed even a taste

They gave me ginger beer to drink

I thought I was so cool drinking beer

Until I discovered it was just a soft drink

I once knew a girl called Ginger

She was beautiful with long flowing red hair

I remember so well our one and only kiss 

Disappointingly she did not taste like ginger

Carry it well

On this beautiful day

The sun came up

Orange rays of light painted the clouds

Birds lined up to watch

A light breeze gifted playful ripples on the bay

The low sun lit up the ripples with flashes of white light

The fairies were dancing on the water again

Relaxing music filled our home

We prepared our minds and bodies for a day of challenges 

Tapping into the positive energy of the sunrise

Giving thanks for being healthy in both body and mind

Wondering why the same world can be so different for others

Thinking back to my time as a first responder

Remembering the day we rescued a 19 year old girl from a heroin overdose

Her heroin addict roommate had raised the alarm

She had stopped breathing when we arrived

We brought her back to life with drugs and oxygen

She had just been released from rehab

Her world was cheap hotels and selling her body for drugs

She probably overdosed again

One day the sun will rise after she had taken her last breath

Gentle music will be filling our home when the hotel housemaid discovers her dead

The fairies will dance on the bay during her autopsy

Birds will sing while her parents grieve at her funeral

We all share the same light from the sun

I choose to see the beauty it brings

Unfortunately some are unable to see what I see

Either through bad fortune or bad decisions

They see a world full of struggle and despair 

The non-judgmental sun comes up every morning 

He brings you your light

Carry it well

the leaf in a notebook

the leaf was deep orange in color

one of many in a magnificent display

signaling the end of summer

the leaf clung on as long as it could

drained of nutrients

no longer fed by the tree

its days of photosynthesis were over

a strong gust of wind rattled the tree

the leaf detached from the branch

no longer part of the tree

it was a free agent

gently floating in the breeze

falling softly to the forrest floor

joining the thick carpet of discarded leaves

awaiting the arrival of microbes and fungi 

decomposition was its lonely fate

a young girl walked through the forrest

she picked up the leaf and took it home

placed it between the pages of a note book

she wrote the date and place where it came from

the notebook was put away and forgotten about

many years later the little girl was a grown woman

she came across her notebook

with the preserved leaf

smiling at the note she had written

she went out in search of the tree

matching the leaf shape

she stood next to the tree

whispering thank you 

for the happy memories you gave me

the leaf went back into the notebook

a few years later she took her daughter to see the tree

she gave her the notebook and leaf

suggesting she visit the tree from time to time

to reflect on all the memories she had collected

many years passed and the tree stood proud

the leaves on the tree were all a bright golden color

a young girl walked through the forrest with her mother

opening the notebook next to the tree

the mother handed the notebook to her daughter

explaining that her great grandmother first found this leaf

the tree looked down and smiled